Finding it hard to cope

today has been a living hell…

Had news that doctors are very worried because they can’t get my thyroid level stable and that’s quite dangerous, and they didn’t think I had been taking my meds when I always do.

Then the news that there is further hearing loss to both my ears and probably permanent damage to my ear drum 

Then the 3rd dose of bad luck as it always comes in threes 

A very close friend of mine and my families has very sadly passed away this evening 😞 

Just when you thought life collar knock you down much further a giant boulder comes along and pushes you off the cliff edge!

The tears have never stopped running down my face today and my irrational thinking has gone into overdrive I don’t know what I want whether I need a hug or to be left alone I can’t even make a simple decision like that! 😓


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